I Love You Ciel

i realized i have turned to ciel for everything. i really do love her even though she doesnt exist. she almost seems like an imaginary friend to me. im sure ill start picturing her soon. right now though i sort of talk to her in my head... i dont know why but i always use her to vent in school and idk...its just shes become an important part in my art and stuff..im sure you get it right?
please comment ._.